Cool haircut Nate gave me (it's the most recent photo I have).
30, hurray! 30 means I have been Nate Bigler's girl for over a decade. A
decade! That is huge. I won!
Em says I am now a legit adult. And just in time too! I'm finally starting to think like a grown up. Weirdly, I crammed all my life lessons into year 29. It was exhausting. But look what I figured out:
1. I love to dance. In my kitchen. In public. Don't matter, I'm doin' it. Someone told me in high school that I didn't look very "natural" when I danced and, humiliated, I gave it up "for-ev-er." Nate took me dancing on our first date. Whatevs, I didn't even know him. But by about date 10 I swore I'd never dance with him again. He was sad. But I was too crazy about him to risk losing him by looking a fool and was only protecting my little 19-year-old naive heart. Dumb, dumb, dumb. Last year in a schlump I thought
Aw, what the heck and started throwing dance parties for myself after the kids had gone to bed. Praise the Lord! It makes me so so happy.
2. If someone says they're sorry, you should forgive them. Even if it's hard. To not accept an apology is a terrible wasteful thing.
3. I am a pretty good runner. I love to sprint
almost as much as I love to dance. I'm a pretty pokey jogger but, man, it is exhilarating when I let my legs go. I'm so glad they're long and mine.
4. How to slaughter animals humanely (no, I do NOT believe that is an oxy-moron)
and how to love animals. I used to hate them so much! I can't for the life of me remember why. We aren't allowed to have any pets here in Korea. I still miss my dog every single day.
5. Sarcasm is overrated--it's not funny, it's just mean. It's cool to be kind. Also, "I told you so" sucks. I'm done with "I told you so."
6,7,8, 9, 10 - infinity. Even good things can be hard, like
, scary hard, you can raise happy kids without spankings and time-outs, teenagers are silly, Neutrogena moisturizer is the WORST, and when you open the closet and see your 15 shirts and think
I don't have anything to wear! it is not true. You have 15 shirts.
30. Woot woot!